Tuesday, June 28, 2011


so im glad i have found my blog address again because it was another interesting day in the life of estelle.

Yesterday while doing my delivery run to the post office i was in the car and had my indicator on, what happens? A car decides to clip the front of my car. YES! im not lying. no cars behind me or infront and he "didnt see my car" - wtf? really? a big station wagon? he went to park in front of me and crashed into my drivers side taking out my indicator light. i was ready to get out and say "you break it you buy it".

So i got out waiting for someone to tell me off and this middle age man walks up and says "im so sorry" then his wife gets out and says "we are so sorry" then i felt my anger fade away and thank them for asking. he was gracious in giving me his details and ended up getting payment from him to replace the light on my car.

So i spent the rest of my day getting quotes, fixing damage and trying to surpress a migrain. arg not a good day.

Sunday, June 26, 2011


Hello faithful followers,

Im so sorry its been so long. I actually forgot my blog address LOL

But i found it again now so that means more rants and daily occurances ;) and we know how much you love drama so stay tuned cause lord knows what happens next in my life that i need to write about.


Wednesday, November 3, 2010

New Beginnings

Its been a long time coming and i have said this for i think its been close to a year now..."i want to loose weight". 

A common sentence we have all said at least once in our lives out loud. So, do we do something about it? Well if you are like me then you think the day always starts on Monday and ends on Monday...

30 isnt a big number to be turning next feb but it was a goal i made months ago and did nothing about.

So who is to blame when they look at themselves in the mirror feeling ugly and un sexy and cry with the same old line "i want to loose weight" while scoffing down the nearest donut from depression?

*looks around* yeah me! thats who!

So, i know im only like 3 days in but im really determined to do this. Its November and i have 3 months to loose 12kg (22). Its possible if i get my bum into gear and stop putting it off.

My reasons? Why now?

1. my health- to try to keep my heart as strong as possible while i have an abnormality.
2. money- sick of buying take away
3. im 30 in feb and my goal was to loose this weight by then
4. my anniversary is in april and we have been through heaps and i at least want to feel sexy again
5. self esteem- what self esteem? i have 0 right now and i have myself to blame
6. i have a few weddings to go to in feb/march and want to look good in a new dress
7. its spring and im sick of wearing long tops and things that cover me up
8. though hubby says he likes me how i am, hed like me more if i lost the weight and had the confidence and ability to believe him when he compliments me

...the list goes on.

I guess im writing the list so when i have a day of caving in i can look back and remember some of the reasons why i did this.

Wish me luck! I will be posting every few days and on weigh in day. Please dont cave again and give up creativedesignz i NEED this!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Yay I Made a Treasurey

I made a compliation of lovely shops with nice bright items and put them together in my treasurey.

Wanna see?


I love it. Havent made one in a while and it seemed about time to :)


Thursday, October 7, 2010

You HAve Got Mail

OMG im just in shock here....

I just went to the letterbox to see if my supplies had come yet and got this open letter/flier and i just dont know what to think or do with it... WTF???

I will keep this as clean as possible while explaining the gist of it...

The letter starts with F You, then goes on to say how pointless living in this suburb is, a few more swear words, that the residents here are illiterate, have too much time on their hands having babies, how the local train station is a hang out for under age Fing kids thats should be locked up, how fat B's here do nothing but sit on their VW sized  Butts (a nicer way of putting it) and points fun of spastic kids, and some other disgusting things that i am NOT going to even type here....

The letter is FULL of swearing, racial remarks with dis tasteful comments about kids and i just , i dont know what to say. Not what i was expecting in the mail

Im just in ...shock... who would write this and WHY did the postman deliever a flier like this and not even read it first before passing it around the neighbourhood?????????????????????

Friday, September 24, 2010

One of my fave ETSY sellers (D3BZ)

So for a while i have had this great etsy shop saved in my faves and id like to share with you why...

This little lady is so sweet and her communication is excellent. Shes always happy and upbuilding and is the first to say hello to you when you are posting in the forums.

Her professionalism is to be respected and admired and her shop is just so cute!

I have purchased from her before and i may just do it again some time soon.

While browsing the other day i came across this lovely headband that i just HAVE to get...(as if i dont have enough cute ones already) and wanted to share it with you.

Feminine and so pretty. Prices are so reasonable and best of all she makes it all by hand.

Now on the count of 3 everyone go AWWW...






Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Er, Thanks .... I Think

um, awkward moment with a dad at school today

haha actually it was funny...

the other day one of the dads of the kids my daughter goes to school with was driving out of the school and me and 6 other mums where in front talking. he looked at me and said out the window "sorry i just didnt want to hit anyone and dint my car" as a joke and we all laughed.

anyway he says today "im so sorry about the other day it came out wrong i didnt mean it the way it sounded" so i laughed and said "sure sure are you saying im fat enough to dint your car" and he goes "no not at all your beautiful"...

then i just went um thanks and he hurried off to his car haha. apparantly his wife who was with him the other day said what he said may of offended me so he felt he had to apologise lol.

funny but weird. i forgot about it and i DIDNT expect the "your beautiful" part...

um, yeah gotta go haha